Grief is the loss of something that defines who you are. Most people think about grief in relation to a death; however, grief can be experienced with any loss that defines someone.

Loss of a loved one, particularly in a deliberate terrorist act, like the plane crashes into The World Trade Center, the Pentagon and near Pittsburg, is very traumatizing and life-altering.

Typically, an individual who loses a loved one who was a part of their every day life will not begin to come out of their grief for two years. The closer the relationship, the more likely it is that intense and long-term grief will be experienced.

Siblings, still in the home, will generally be much more impacted by the death of a brother or sister living with them. The death of a sibling who is no longer in the home, or who is rarely seen or talked to, will generally not invoke the same level of grief. Because grief is the loss of something that defines who you are, if you rarely see an individual, typically, that person does not define who you are, as much as those loved ones you see on a daily basis.

This does not hold true, however, for the loss of a child. The death of a child, no matter what the child’s age, is typically the most devastating thing that can happen to most parents. Parents who have lost a child say that they have never been the same. They indicate that they have been able to move on with their lives, but they have never “gotten over it”. It is not uncommon for grieving parents to keep their child’s room as a memorial, leaving it just as it was when their child died for many years. Mother’s often wear their child’s clothing, because it helps them to feel close to their dead child. Do not judge the manner in which a parent grieves the loss of their child, unless you have ‘walked in their shoes’.

The loss of a parent, when a child is young, is also quite devastating. It changes the whole direction of a child’s life and his/her emotional development. Even when the child is an adult, the death of a parent, even one who is rarely seen, can lead to overwhelming grief and guilt.

Suicide of a loved one typically brings the most intense grief. Suicide often leads to, not only intense anger at the loved one who killed him/herself, but guilt at not having stopped the suicide. Those who commit suicide have often convinced themselves that “They’ll get over it”, “They won’t really miss me”, or “They’ll be better off without me”. The wife of a law enforcement officer, who had committed suicide, commented, “If he had known his suicide would cause his kids and me this much pain, I don’t think he would ever have done it. I will never get over it. I can’t believe that the pain he used as an excuse to kill himself, was as intense as the pain I am experiencing because of his suicide.”

Sudden and violent death of a loved one commonly leads to symptoms of Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD); Grief is a normal reaction to loss and the survivor must move through the stages of grief to move on with his/her life. On the other hand, Post Traumatic Stress freezes the griever in the present, interfering with the processing of grief. Some professionals have called this ‘traumatic grief’.

If the griever feels guilty about something that was said or done right before the loved one died, this guilt can intensify their grief. For example, if the last thing a fifteen year old said to his father was in anger, he may experience overwhelming guilt and shame because it’s too late to say, “I’m sorry”. Grievers can also feel responsible for the death of their loved one, if something involving the time or place of death had something to do with the griever. For example, if a wife had asked her husband to delay flying on a business trip, leaving in the morning rather than the night before (and the plane he took in the morning crashed) she would commonly blame herself for his death. If a wife was car-jacked and killed picking up children from daycare on a day when the husband would normally pick them up, the husband would typically blame himself for the death.

The way in which the griever learned of the death is almost always imprinted in their memory. If the griever had to tell his/her children or loved ones of the death of someone they love, this can also be quite traumatizing.

The first view of the body, especially when the death was violent, is an additional traumatizing event. It is common for a parent to spend a great deal of time with a child’s body and to touch every wound.

Many grievers become obsessed with the violent or sudden death of a loved one, wondering if he/she suffered, if he/she knew they were going to die, if the loved one thought of them before dying. These grievers often re-create the death scene in their mind, until it becomes a flashback.

When there is a death in a family, children lose, not only the loved one who has died, but the remaining parent(s), as well. Grief pulls a parent into him/herself. When children and adolescents lose a family member, they rarely talk about their feelings of grief to a parent. This occurs because children become anxious at the behavior of a grieving parent. Children of grieving parents may become the comedian of the family, feeling that it is their responsibility to keep their parent from crying.

Survivors are typically in shock before and during the funeral. Friends and relatives may think they are doing well; many survivors report, years later, having no memory of the viewing and funeral. It is after they return home, and in the many days and months following, that the reality and pain of their loss becomes intense.

Generally, when the relationship was close, it takes at least two years for a loved one to begin to come out of grief. Holidays are particularly difficult, especially birthdays, anniversaries, Valentine’s Day, Christmas and Thanksgiving. Those who have lost a loved one through a violent death usually want the anniversary of the loss to be remembered by friends and relatives. If the loss was to illness and expected, the anniversary of the loss does not seem to carry the same importance.

Many individuals who have been violently attacked or believed that they were going to die, report that they left their body. These individuals may not realize that is what happened, unless asked. One example is a man who was a passenger on a plane, which during take-off, lost an engine. This engine broke through the cabin and killed two people seated in front of him. He was quite traumatized by this critical incident. In seeking therapy, he was asked to describe the scenes which were particularly traumatizing. He indicated, “The first scene, I am looking down from the top of the plane. The second scene, I am back in my seat, looking at the bodies in front of me.” He had described, without realizing it, that he had left his body because he thought the plane was going to crash. When he realized he was safe, he returned to his body. Another woman described being stabbed 33 times by an ex-boyfriend. When asked if she left her body, she responded, “Yes, I was seated on the couch across the room. I saw him break the knife off in my chest and get another one from the kitchen.”

Understanding that nature allows people to leave their bodies when they are being critically injured, killed or believe they are going to die, can give comfort to families who become obsessed with how much their loved one suffered as he/she died. Ask those who have been involved in life-threatening situations (where they believed death was imminent), if he/she left their bodies. Discover, for yourself, if this is universally true.
How You Can Help

Touch the griever on the arm; the shoulder, or hug them and say:

“I’m sorry!”

“I don’t know what to say!”

You do not have to say anything else. Nothing you say can take away their grief or make their grief better, because you cannot give them back their loved one. If you want to help, get together with his/her friends and relatives and divide up the tasks that need to be done. If you ask the griever to call you when they need help, you will rarely receive a call. Grievers are so pulled into themselves, they rarely have the energy to call for help (but they clearly appreciate and need help).

In the weeks and months following the death (if it was a spouse or child), these survivors will need help in organizing household chores, getting bills paid (even though they may have more than enough money to do so), paying taxes, getting cars repaired, etc. Grief saps the energy to care about the routine activities that keep life going.

If you are close to the survivor and want to help, offer to take care of young kids, take prepared meals to their family, go to the grocery store for them, and mow the yard. These grievers will need help for at least a year.

Many people do not know what to say to a grieving person, so they say nothing, or something inappropriate that makes the griever feel worse.

Grievers indicate the following comments were unappreciated;

Do not say the following to a griever:

“God wanted your son in heaven more than you wanted him here” (This can make the griever angry at God)

If a child was killed: “How many children do you have?” Or “You can have another child”. All of these statements imply that the child is replaceable, or having more than one child, reduces your grief.

“You can get a dog”

“Now that your son is dead, and you don’t have to send him to college, you can use the money to travel.” (This was an actual comment to a parent)

“For someone whose son was just killed, you look like you are doing pretty well.” (The griever to whom this remark was made indicated he was not doing well)

“You should be over it by now”

“It’s God’s will” (Even if you believe this, don’t say it to someone who has just lost a loved one)

“Just think happy thoughts” “Don’t cry”

“He is much happier in heaven than he was here on earth”
(When someone said this to a woman who recently lost her husband, she whispered, “He would never be happy knowing I am so sad”.)

Do, however, let the griever know that you care. Grievers become angry when no one acknowledges their loss, particularly when people at work, talk to them as if the death never happened. This usually takes place, not because these people don’t care, but because they don’t know what to say. Co-workers, who say nothing, often believe that if the death is mentioned, the griever will become even sadder. These co-workers do not realize that the griever is thinking about his/her loss constantly. Grievers say that they would like their loss acknowledged.

You can help by indicating that you are aware of the griever’s pain, and by making comments similar to the following ones:

“I know that your son’s birthday is coming up and that will be hard for you. I’m thinking about you.”

“Last year, you told me that you and your husband always spent Thanksgiving in your lake home; is there anything I can do to help you get through this Thanksgiving?”

“Next week is the anniversary of the attack on the World Trade Center;
“Is there anything I can do to help you get through it?” Or “I will be thinking about you on that day”

Grievers will experience intense emotions in the workplace, for months after their loss. These emotions often overwhelm them, suddenly and unexpectedly. Be patient; put your hand on his/her shoulder when this happens or say, “I know this is hard” or “its okay”. We all will lose a loved one (or many) in our life time; treat the griever like you would want to be treated.

Grievers often respond to questions of how they are doing by saying, “Fine” (which is obviously a lie). Teach the griever to respond to this question with one of the following answers:

“I’m having a few good minutes.’

“I’m having a few good hours”

“I’m having a few good days”

“I’m having as many good days as bad days”

“I’m having a few bad days”

“I’m having a few bad hours”

By responding in this way, those who care about the griever can determine if his/her grief is progressing, or if he/she is stuck and needs further help. These responses also help the griever, since they are an honest reflection of how they are doing.